Calendar girl

If I am lost for a day try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things, that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest, in June there's the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
But out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive
Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window and threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on the beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive
Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive

January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm alive
November, December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive

I'm alive

真空

一場雨，一場太陽的焚燒

強迫，強迫失憶、記憶，的詩意

眐眐地，木樁，裂痕裡衣魚

一半海水而一半火焰，梗塞如煙

我愛妳無畏，與我恐懼

昏黃又多昏黃呢？

愛情又誰開口呢？

只是光影，在物體和靈魂裡流離

只是時候，總在最好與最壞抉擇

而我們誰犯罪呢？

若走不盡黑夜，為何裝飾黑夜之後

我愛妳愛我又恨我

我恨妳恨我又愛我

但得不到柏拉圖的誓言，留佛洛伊德的囚衣

而沉默又沉默

然後流淚、佈置沙漠的早晨

生活總是苦痛又歡騰

說話不過是為了安慰

文字，過些時候

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